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Mark Darcy
You belong with Mark Darcy. You like your men
smart,loyal and hunky. The fact that he is
successful helps too. Though he appears to be
tough,deep down he's a big 'ol teddy bear. When
behind closed doors he's a tiger..grrr!Lucky
you!


Which Colin Firth is your daddy?
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Current Mood:
stressed stressed
Current Music:
I Want You to Want Me - Cheap Trick
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As much as I make an ass out of myself, I never do really hurtful things to people or to myself. Hmm, I wonder why? Could it be that I have certain standards that are so ingrained in my mind? Could it be that I was just raised 'right'? What does being raised right mean? Well, it definitely doesn't mean having a lot of money or even the best education. I think it means having common sense, or some notion of common sense. Let's see, who doesn't have common sense around here...
Current Mood:
pissed off pissed off
Current Music:
The First Cut is the Deepest
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I just took a quiz on Colin Firth trivia and now feel...completely useless as my entire brain is full of crap about people I'm obsesed over and will never have a chance with. Oh, and thrillingly, Colin Firth and Harry Connick Jr. have birthdays on the same day. Oh, and sadly, I don't know who the President or PM of Canada is.
Current Mood:
uncomfortable uncomfortable
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If I only had a brain...

I would have insane powers of concentration.

I would spend hours not days on three page papers.

I would use common sense instead of no sense at all.

I would be nicer to people because they in turn would have to be nice to me.

I would figure out a way to get what I want.

I would act really smart all of the time and charm people with my stellar intellect.

I would talk to the people I like instead of peaking at them around corners and casually walking by them pretending I didn't notice them.

I would play lots of instruments beautifully and impress people with my talent.

I wouldn't always stick my foot in my mouth.

I wouldn't need to write journal entries like this.

I would keep up with my work instead of doing an entire semester of work in one week.

I would express myself a lot more with more confidence because I honestly think that most people don't even bother to listen to me because I fail to articulate my feelings very well.

I would not be on livejournal, or the facebook, or read my daily love horoscope.
Current Mood:
cynical cynical
Current Music:
No Where with Love - Harry Connick, Jr.
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Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)

Created by okwhtsplanb and taken 16629 times on bzoink!

--Your Favorite--
Hair Color:black
Eye Color:brown
(Their)Music Genre Preference:classic stuff, oldies, vocal standards
Height(estimate):6'5 - it's unrealistic, i know
Age:20ish
Personality Type:outgoing yet geniune
--This or That--
Older or Younger:older
Romantic or Horndog:romantic
Smart or Stupid:smart
Fat or Skinny:fat
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:big and muscular
Punk or Preppy:preppy
The Big Picture or the Little Things:the little things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:flowers/candy
Mixtape or Burned CD:burned cd
Love or Lust:love
Emotional or Just Not:emotional
Sincere or Jokester:sincere
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:ugly and sweet
Sexy or Just "cute":just cute
Arse or Abs:abs
Hair or Hands:hands
Dimples or Eyes:eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:calves/thighs
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :teeth
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:scruffy
Rugged or Prim and Proper:rugged
Countryboy or Cityboycityboy
Date alone or With Friendsalone
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:mama's boy but not Manchurian Candidate
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:no, like i would do that
Loved a guy because he stalked you:absolutely not
Loved a guy because he hated you:no
Asked your friend's crush out:no!
Lead a guy on for kicks:no!
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:no!
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:no!
Lied about not having a boyfriend:no
Lied about having one:umm...no?
Cheated:no
Been Cheated on:no
Had a crush on a gay guy:of course, this is Loyola
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:yes
Briefs?:no
Hat?:hmm...only if it looks normal
Skater Shoes?:no
Pimp Shoes?:no
Band Shirts?:occasionally
Vintage shirts?:yes
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:no, not a fan
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:no
Independent/DC?:
Skavenger/UGP?:
Fox/Thor?:
Jeans or Shorts?:jeans
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:only if he wasn't an asshole
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:never
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:yes
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?yes, but not the ugly ones
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:no
Do looks matter?:not really if they're not creepy
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:yes, my worst fear
Does size matter?:must not be a midget
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:i avoid ALL physical contact
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:no, i don't have any
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):no
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:yeah
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:what's masturbation?
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:no, i wouldn't ask
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:no
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?i'm gonna try
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?no
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:unfortunately yes
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:that physical contact thing is tough
Does this survey suck nuts?it's telling

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I really do try. most of the time. i really try to be a good friend to all of my friends. i try to be a good listener to everyone who speaks to me. i try to put my outside stuff inside so that i can be what others need me to be for them. maybe i should stop doing that, but would i stop being me? hmm? that's an interesting question that i don't necessarily want solved so i think that i will stop now.
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As if I'm qualified to give relationship advice. Stop asking me what I would do, or what I'm going to do, or if I'm going to do something. I'm just going to sit here and wait. And wait. And wait. Probably forever because like I said I'M NOT QUALIFIED TO GIVE ADVISE OR MAKE DECISIONS.
Current Mood:
restless restless
Current Music:
More than Anyone - Gavin Degraw
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Is He Interested?
All signs point to yes!
He is definitely hot for you and is probably waiting to see if you feel the same way. Perhaps you should give him a few signs that you like him too. A little bit of flirting never hurt anyone. He'll be your boyfriend in no time!

Is he interested? Find out at DatingTips.ws
Current Mood:
crazy crazy
Current Music:
eternal flame - the bangles
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I honestly thought that I had finished with horribly embarrassing moments. Of course, this apparently is not for me to decide. If I'm supposed to be embarrassed, I'm going to inevitably do something really stupid like example number one: yesterday after leaving Biever, I tumbled, actually tumbled from the porch. This was very funny to me hence the hysterical heckling that I was doing as this insane guy gave me a hand up and keep asking repeatedly, 'are you ok?, are you ok?, are you ok?, are you ok?, are you ok?, are you ok?" I was fine, but I would have been even better if the guy had just shut up and let me limp away in peace instead of drawing needless attention to the supine me on the ground. No more examples. I'm sure everyone has a crazy Rebecca story to tell, I should have to give them.

Despite that horrible foray into 'almost having a broken bone land' yesterday, things are doing alright if you weigh the amount of sleep I've been getting, and the attention I've gotten, and not the midterm grades I've gotten. I'm doing just fine. great. exceptional. awesome. i hope these feelings will at least last for the rest of the day.
Current Mood:
optimistic optimistic
Current Music:
If you really love me - Stevie Wonder
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I honestly thought that I had finished with horribly embarrassing moments. Of course, this apparently is not for me to decide. If I'm supposed to be embarrassaed, I'm going to inevitably do something really stupid like example number one: yesterday after leaving Biever, I tumbled, actually tumbled from the porch. This was very funny to me hence the hesterical heckling that I was doing as this insane guy gave me a hand up and keep asking repeatedly, 'are you ok?, are you ok?, are you ok?, are you ok?, are you ok?, are you ok?" I was fine, but I would have been even better if the guy had just shut up and let me limp away in peace instead of drawing needless attention to the supine me on the ground. No more examples. I'm sure everyone has a crazy Rebecca story to tell, I should have to give them.

Despite that horrible foray into 'almost having a broken bone land' yesterday, things are doing alright if you weigh the amount of sleep I've been getting, and the attention I've gotten, and not the midterm grades I've gotten. I'm doing just fine. great. exceptional. awesome. i hope these feelings will at least last for the rest of the day.
Current Mood:
optimistic optimistic
Current Music:
If you really love me - Stevie Wonder
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