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La, la, la, la...

I don't have a single worry in my pretty little head right now.

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I don't know what to do with myself. Don't know just what to do with myself...

I really don't want to write this, nevermind

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How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
Current Mood:
gloomy gloomy
Current Music:
We Belong Together-Mariah Carey
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hmm, home...tired of it already

new orleans...don't necessarily want to be there either

complicated=everything i do even when I'm not even trying

Current Mood:
bored bored
Current Music:
Malcolm in the Middle
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If this world were mine, I would give everyone Maria Carey cds and that's how we could conduct diplomacy. People would articulate their needs through songs like "Everytime you need a friend", and "So Cold". The world would be an entirely diferent place, but much better, much better.
Current Mood:
hyper hyper
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Energy is a good thing, and I don't have much of it right now. I will later though. I should really say that I hope to have more energy later. There's only one picture of me in Aneka's room. I don't know how I feel about that.

I want to go to Florida on Sunday. Please, come with me!

Where's my friend? Where are you mister?

Current Mood:
thirsty thirsty
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My well intentioned plan of doing very well this semester has backfired during midterms. I have no desire whatsoever to study or do anything productive. I'm not burned out, only lazy. Instead of people telling me I do well in school, they should tell me that I'm stupid instead. I definitely know I would do better then. When there's an obstacle and I have to prove myself, there's usually no stopping me. I've been placated. I need a fire lit under my ass.

In other news, people are so weird. When you think you have someone pegged, entirely figured out, they go and do something you consider so out of character. I don't think that I've lapsed in my sense of judgment, but wow, I was really off.

Oh, and the Tri-Phi thing on Court TV. Loyola, what are you doing? What are you doing? Why are there people admitted into this university who say things like "I love Tri-Phi more than anything in the world"? I think we should take a better look at the admission process, and the way fraternities and sororities operate on this campus. Is it all really necessary? The obvious answer is no.
Current Mood:
listless listless
Current Music:
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I haven't updated in months. Perhaps that means that everything is alright? Maybe, maybe not. Have you been paying attention.

Lots of Mardi Gras mayhem with Maria. Be sorry if you missed out.

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I finished yesterday.

Today, I am arguing with a professor for a better grade.
Today, I emailed and sucked up to a professor before he posts my grade.

I hope it all works out.
I will continue to pack.
I will continue to sleep.

I'm bound for home, yeah...

Current Mood:
distressed distressed
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You should be dating an Aries.
21 March - 19 April
This person is a leader, very energetic, always
helping others to achieve their dreams. Though
at times, Aries can be be bossy, jealous, and
selfish, this ram enjoys sexy new challenges in

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Current Mood:
anxious anxious
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